Ok I have done slight editing to both this and my myspace page.
Yay finally. I lost the plug(charger) to my camera. so I have spent the past hour freaking out fumbeling through an endless mountain of crapola. To which i have said fuck it, I quit. Ill just have to use the old one. Its better anyways!
Umm... I am still the biggest procrastinator on the planet when it comes to things i really want to do in my life. I havent quite finished discussing this with myself so the "why" behind it still remains a mystery.
All in good time I will continue telling myself.
I am waiting for a response from 3 new waitressing jobs. I cant wait to start a new job where I bring home 100 cash or more a day like i use to. My life will become damn near perfect again.
Money sure can put your life on pause.
I have to admit, I am one of those people that is all gung-ho, go getter, a hustler if you will ,and then i just shut down and go into lazy mode and become a easy come easy go person for a while until i realize how much that sucks and I run outta money then i get my shit back in gear and start achieving again. its weird.
I dont know if i described that as well as i meant to, but for the time being i dont care.
God did i mention i live in the bible belt, the "i just wanna get married so i can be a mom" world. Its is a VERY creepy reality in the south, i can testify about 1/2 of my childhood friends are already married and half of them already have kids eeeewwwwwwww NOT for me my friend, no sr.E.
Any who, I have to gear up for yet ANOTHER friends wedding in about 2 weeks. Now I am in NO way downing young married people, im just letting the world know its not for me and i Laugh at you if you oodle in your cutesy fake perfect life. I know its not as cute as it seems I know one day you will be miserable. Thats why its so funny.
Ok something else to close on
Ummm I have ranted about everything running through my mind...
accept..I want to make my way to both NY and Cali before the close of the summer.
humm... Oh my mind just went blank so
peace out everybody.
Yay finally. I lost the plug(charger) to my camera. so I have spent the past hour freaking out fumbeling through an endless mountain of crapola. To which i have said fuck it, I quit. Ill just have to use the old one. Its better anyways!
Umm... I am still the biggest procrastinator on the planet when it comes to things i really want to do in my life. I havent quite finished discussing this with myself so the "why" behind it still remains a mystery.
All in good time I will continue telling myself.
I am waiting for a response from 3 new waitressing jobs. I cant wait to start a new job where I bring home 100 cash or more a day like i use to. My life will become damn near perfect again.
Money sure can put your life on pause.
I have to admit, I am one of those people that is all gung-ho, go getter, a hustler if you will ,and then i just shut down and go into lazy mode and become a easy come easy go person for a while until i realize how much that sucks and I run outta money then i get my shit back in gear and start achieving again. its weird.
I dont know if i described that as well as i meant to, but for the time being i dont care.
God did i mention i live in the bible belt, the "i just wanna get married so i can be a mom" world. Its is a VERY creepy reality in the south, i can testify about 1/2 of my childhood friends are already married and half of them already have kids eeeewwwwwwww NOT for me my friend, no sr.E.
Any who, I have to gear up for yet ANOTHER friends wedding in about 2 weeks. Now I am in NO way downing young married people, im just letting the world know its not for me and i Laugh at you if you oodle in your cutesy fake perfect life. I know its not as cute as it seems I know one day you will be miserable. Thats why its so funny.
Ok something else to close on
Ummm I have ranted about everything running through my mind...
accept..I want to make my way to both NY and Cali before the close of the summer.
humm... Oh my mind just went blank so
peace out everybody.
Oi!