me1

hey now...
it's been awhile since I wrote. Sorry for bieng flaky. I am taking another shot at staying sober....so far it has been 7 days
I am just tired of trying to deal with life and 'take care of business' while eiter bieng intoxicated or suffering from the effects of alahol.
It hasn't been really hard. I have been reading a lot, and drinking tons of tea, water and some soda.
Work is really crazy right now, it's just non-stop, so I don't have time to think about anything during the day.

I can't believe that I will already be 30 this month, it seems like yesterday that I was 19. Sometimes, I barely feel like I am 14 or 15. Anyway, I have been on the planet for almost 30 years . Hopefully with my newly found sobriety -again, I will make it another few.

Well, I ve got to go, but I will try to be better at posting....

love y'all.
Blue.