So it's been five years today since I lost my dad...
It's funny...well...not funny really...but yah just odd how no matter what's going on in my life, that this completely puts everything into perspective.
Did I just get out of a shitty relationship? Yah.
Do I just absolutely hate my job? Yah.
Do I spend most of my nights sitting at home drinking? Yah.
Regardless, it all comes into perspective today. No hurt, no loss, nothing feels like that did, or does. As a result work was a fucking disaster today. I just felt completely useless. I couldn't concentrate or focus on anything.
So, tonight I've been drinking...surprise, surprise
....the show must go on...
It's funny...well...not funny really...but yah just odd how no matter what's going on in my life, that this completely puts everything into perspective.
Did I just get out of a shitty relationship? Yah.
Do I just absolutely hate my job? Yah.
Do I spend most of my nights sitting at home drinking? Yah.
Regardless, it all comes into perspective today. No hurt, no loss, nothing feels like that did, or does. As a result work was a fucking disaster today. I just felt completely useless. I couldn't concentrate or focus on anything.
So, tonight I've been drinking...surprise, surprise
....the show must go on...
blanch:
I am sorry for your loss. I wanted to thank you for your support and offer the same to you: we're here for you