mcroger

I'm starving. I fancy something tasty. What do you suppose I will have? I simply do not know.
So, I have much to tell you all.
*I've been dumped by Kenneth which feels a little odd because normally I am to one who does the terminating. Regardless, I feel I got there first. I deleted him from my friends list on Bebo (believe me, I have no other choice) and his number first. It is obvious, I'm not being paranoid. I've done it so much myself, I know it is possible to go from talking everyday to nothing. I know what is wrong with him. Its a combination of things, mostly his jealousy and how he cannot just get over it. Kenneth is jealous of Rob, and my relationship with Rob. (Rob IS the one). Kenneth, I found to be very negative with the whole Paul situation (which is still where it was a week and a half ago. Although, he did tell me he loved me!! That must mean something andandand when I called down to the warehouse on Thursday to get a line deleted off my order, he answered and I asked for Jamie and Paul said No and I said why? and he said I want you to talk ONLY to me Suzanne. IMAGINE I was sucked in by this???) AAAAAAANYWAY, Kenneth was against it from the start. He then seemed to be enjoying it when Paul didn't respond. Kenneth it would seem does not want me to be happy because he is not. I am not crazy or making any of this up, there are so many other incidences that would prove this. I just can't be dealing with this at the moment. So it is over with Kenneth and I.
Bollocks.

*Rob is still amazing. He is the one the FUCKING ONE!!!!!!! woooooord.
*With regards to Paul, just one final thing... It felt as though he was stalking me. Knowing where I live and such. I know that he likes me and it's not that I am deluded I just don't see why I should be negative about it. Why shouldn't he like me and have other reasons for not responding. Might I remind you, He hasn't said no...
The glass is Half Full.

*Okay, fuck this. I am too hungry to type. Happy last few hours of easter Monday.
Bye.