mcroger

Jesus!! that Ciara one! I don't know how it happens but every time we are going out I have to cancel for some reason and I tell her and am adamant I simply won't be able to attend but she convinces me every time. She's the best. I can't wait to see her later.

Just so you know, I am lookin' HOT today. Yes, I'll take some photos later to prove it to you all even though I know it is not necessary. I wonder, if I was on Big Brother, would Jade hate me and call me a dirty mick just because I am well breed and so far up my arse I can smell my own shit? Imagine saying that to someone... Desperate.

I saw my ex last night. I hate seeing him. I see him everywhere, I'm getting a little sick of it at this stage. He never sees me. That disappoints me, it would seem he is no longer looking. While I, not out of any kind of desperation, more a fear of being caught of guard cannot stop the search.

I got caught in the rain last night on my way to see Rob. It was pouring down and it didn't feel like I was that wet... but I was and the hole in my sky blue imitation converse trainers with the picture of Jesus who looks more like Sylvester Stallone is even bigger now.
Rob and I are so seedy, we stayed in a hotel last night that was very like Faulty Towers.
Be jealous fuckers, but mostly-STAY jealous.
We went to see the Pursuit of Happiness. It was quite good. We got a bit drunk drinking Bulmers in the cinema. I wanted to do the drinking in a field but it was raining... AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why do people ring on private number and never leave a message? How am I supposed to get back to them if I don't know who they are!!?? how indeed...

I have two options: Bankruptcy or the Game...
At least on the game I'd be getting laid...

Later...
Love...
Suzanne...