For the last 8 years, the only thing I've known is how to make a living. I pretty much gave up on life after dropping out of highschool. I was always the black sheep. Never understood and always underestimated so, instead of living, i chose to survive. My survival instincts led me to live in a bubble. I wouldn't dare step out of it because i would lose every bit of certainty, any shred of control and my mindset always concluded that without complete control, certain failure followed sure. I have lost 8 years of my life. Imprisoned by my very own mind. My thoughts have held me captive. It is only those very thoughts that will set me free.
