mcates

lost and confused.
this seems to be a theme this year.
hurting the ones we love with little and large mistakes
while struggling to find ones self...

drifting dreaming
bells and chimes ringing
walking through red sand
trying to lose a ghost
the sun sinks red and heavy
chains cutting into wrists
searching for a white desert flower
a wind picks up
with sand floating in the distance
swirls of red and brown
with faces of demons
growing larger
bringing darkness
stinging needles
lost connections
fading images
drifting to the other side...
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sort of lingering. floating lately. undirected.
dark.

going home to Minneapolis for x-mas in a few days.
looking forward to a break from LA.

should be a blast.

memorial day

black hair blowing in the wind
seeming to mirror the dress.
holding you
with the hills a scenic backdrop
with wild dreams
of horses and running free
light and heady with love
then heavy and sad
as the road gets lost.

on the hunt for a video shoot location. looking for something in the "free" price range. tough to find in LA.

diggin through a box of stuff from an ex. with a full moon it puts on einto a weird state of mind.

tonight is weird.

not sure what to say?
in shock.
one would think a daily heartbreak would kill a man.
I just sort of get a little numb after the first couple of shots of stabbing pain.

BTW, playing another gig with my band. It's downtown LA.
Come say hello.

Nov 18th @ Hangar 1018
1018 Santa Fe blvd
Los Angeles, CA

http://www.hangar1018.com