"It is an ironic habit of human beings to run faster when we have lost our way. "
- Rollo May
things are feeling much better. tonight i have to run subjects for my lab and then i get to play with baby rats! tomorrow i wake up at dawn and drive three hours north to my hometown. it's always sort of odd coming home now...i remember wanting nothing more than to never see that hell-hole again when i left for college. now that i've stepped away from it, i appreciate it much more. now it is cincinnati that i can't wait to leave. which sort of makes me wonder if that's just how it will always be...nostalgia for past, resentment for present, and hope for future. which i guess could extend to a lot of things in life.
NO MORE RAMBLING.
Papa Legba,
Come and open the gate
Papa Legba,
To the city of camps
Now, we're your children
Come and ride your horse
In the night
In the night
Come and ride your horse
- Rollo May
things are feeling much better. tonight i have to run subjects for my lab and then i get to play with baby rats! tomorrow i wake up at dawn and drive three hours north to my hometown. it's always sort of odd coming home now...i remember wanting nothing more than to never see that hell-hole again when i left for college. now that i've stepped away from it, i appreciate it much more. now it is cincinnati that i can't wait to leave. which sort of makes me wonder if that's just how it will always be...nostalgia for past, resentment for present, and hope for future. which i guess could extend to a lot of things in life.
NO MORE RAMBLING.
Papa Legba,
Come and open the gate
Papa Legba,
To the city of camps
Now, we're your children
Come and ride your horse
In the night
In the night
Come and ride your horse
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.....but if you think about it, that's definately kind of a good thing.
i usually dont mind the town where i live during the school year but i do feel a compelling need to escape to north jersey every few weeks. central NJ just kinda pisses me off sometimes for whatever reason, i think its cause the soil there is red which is so wtf to me, where im from we dont got that crap, haha