mayvis

I reiterate fuck you, life. Why do you gotta be such a dick.

Well my thanksgiving weekend, from the Wednesday before to today has sucked- The Highlights:

1) On wednesday, one of the freemasons in my masonic lodge was killed in a car accident. I got to spend wednesday evening through Frday helping to contact people with either our lodge, or oranizations he was involved with throught the lodge ie. the little league sponsership he had helped to set up and cultivate. Fun times

2) Family spent Thursday insulting me and degrading me on just about everything they could. Sad thng was they were sober. I mean it went from my culinary skills, to my intelligence, to even knocking and ridiculing my tattoos. It finally got to the point that after I was done smoking one of the turkeys we had, I went to my room, and listened to metal until the next day. I then got told that I ruined thanksgiving for everyone. I mean these are the same people I'm giving up over half m paycheck to ensure they are able to keep a roof over their heads and food in their fucking bellies and they pull this shit.

Which brings to me to my decision- Fuck them next year, I'll be traveling. I think either Vegas or NYC next year. I just want be somewhere at least a thousand miles from them.

So yeah, Now I'm just trying to get into the right rationale to be able to go to my friend's funeral without breaking down completely like a little bitch tomorrow. Fun times for sure. *sigh*