maynardsdick

i'm fine guys. and im still here. im just in an abstract/oblivious/elusive faze i suppose. i like to dissapear from time to time.

or it could be the fact that i have cable again and as much as i want to resist its evil charm i can't. fuckin' chapelle show! that and the fact that, for once in my life, my roommates don't suck.

*in...
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untrusting
unknowing
unlove--ed

he wants you back he screams into the night air like a fireman going to a window that has no fire.

except the passion of his heart.

I am lonely.
It's really hard.
This journal... sucks.

time for an update. uhhh... nothing has really happened.

i was sick. now im not. i have a job as a burger wench. and im a vegitarian. interesting combination. but it's not like im one of those crazy nazi-style vegitarians.

my eye itches. a lot. it just won't stop. oh the insanity.

i miss polly. she arrives at the endish of the month... with my...
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I'm back biaaatch!

i live in beaverton now and i rule!

my new apartment is fucking cool as shit, and i can't wait for miss polly to arrive.

i have a zillion things to update online now that i actually have access, but i will be with you again shortly. thankyou for holding, a maynardsdick representative with be with you as soon as possible. your...
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i am long overdue for an update. my journal is overflowing. that must be i'm freakin' rad! *shameless self-promotion.*

I GOT AN APARTMENT. I'm moving tomorrow. This place is freaking great. I've been in OR for only 20 days and I got a job and an apartment already! My hard work and toiling is finally paying off.

And I get to live with the lovely...
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fuck my bank. fuck the post office. fuck EDD.
all these places have caused me distress in one day.

1. THE BANK

To make a VERY long story short, I spend all day calling them getting told different information every time, and not getting what they assured me i would get only to find out the correct information 20 minutes before closing for the next...
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I feel so isolated. It's nice and also boring at the same time.

Hopefully I'll be up in Portland on Wednesday for a exploration visit. I'm only staying one night this time. I figure that way it's enough to keep me wanting more.

I want my W-2's dammit. I want to file my taxes and get my refund. I know it's pretty early to be...
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i'm in medford, OR now.

.....time for a breather.

sorry again for the absence. i will return full fledge as soon as i can. i've been a tad bit pre-occupied. i am still alive though, in case anyone has noticed my dissapearence.

i went to goodwill today and got 4 pairs of pants for $13. i rock now.

I DON'T LIVE IN THE FUCKING SILICON...
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im sorry everyone.... i have been very absent lately. i still love you. with the boyfriends birthday and christmas and less than two weeks until my big move things have been piling up.

i can't wait for serenity. it is much needed.

i have recently experienced some overwelming generosity. in one night one person gave me a beautiful purple pimp coat and another gave me...
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