I think I have a problem with sobriety. It seems I always have to be fucked up on something. Weed, booze, tobacco, whatever. I don't know what my problem is. I used to think that I just wanted to feel everything. Now I'm just stuck in the same old rut, just wanting to get fucked up on whatever I can.
I'm angry at sobriety too. Normally I'm pretty okay with it, but sometimes I just want to feel something different.