My Birthday is on Friday. A friend of mine asked me what I wanted. I'm terrible at telling people what I want for my birthday. But in the back of my mind I always think that I would love to finally have the love of my life somehow appear. I want this more than anything. I have so much love to give someone, but always end up with people who want to use me or take advantage of me. Maybe I'm thinking about it too much, but I am now going to be 40 (gulp) and want a love that will last. I'm sick of dating and all of the games. The dating scene has gotten steadily worse over the years. So I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I want it too much and that conveys to people, I don't know. But that is truly something I want. Material things don't mean much to me. I just want to be loved I guess. Sorry for the super emo post, but it's how I feel so I need to vent it. Thanks to anyone that reads this
