well tonight didnt go so well i had to close the store for 30min because i had an anxiety attack for the 1st time in a long time,i thought i was going to suffocate and had forgotten my asthma puffer...not a good feeling when ya all by your self.
tomorrow im going to borrow one of sams books and go down to the park and relax,somthing ive forgotten to do for a very long time.I need to chill out a bit and remember to breath.I have got to learn to stop sabotaging my self in every aspect of my life and remember that life goes on
well heres to new beginnings time to grab life by the hairy grapes.

tomorrow im going to borrow one of sams books and go down to the park and relax,somthing ive forgotten to do for a very long time.I need to chill out a bit and remember to breath.I have got to learn to stop sabotaging my self in every aspect of my life and remember that life goes on

well heres to new beginnings time to grab life by the hairy grapes.
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it's hard sometimes to kinda stop and realise you need to re-evaluate stuff and even a little scary but, its always good once you do.
i understand. that's why i'm moving to melbourne.
i don't know anyone that lives there except an ex who i don't think i'll be hanging out with and i don't have a job lined up or even a place to stay yet...it's kinda scary but i know it's something i gotta do.
sometimes you've got to put a little distance between yourself and what is safe and familar.
it's like a whole new chapter...i can't wait.
just take time to breath and figure out what it is that makes max happy.