My Biggest Challenge
If you know anything about me it's that i love food, i live to eat, not eat to live. Food is a luxury to me. If the moons are not aligned and things are shitty with me emotionally or i am stressed, i don't eat. But when i feel great or good, I want to be one with my food and palette. and Yes i am a food snob about 90% of the time, I'll eat Elios pizza if i have to but i don't dare eat a fresh pie once it hits the box.
So i am shooting in Jamaica in about a week and a half, and i have been on this work out/ healthy eating binge.
IT SUCKS so bad, all of a sudden my sense of smell is heightened by 10 times. i walk past anything fried and i actually salivate. I feel like i have the sense of smell of a wolf. I walked past the crepe place in the mall and it was all i could do to pull myself away. I'm ordering low fat items at Starbucks and say NO to whipped Cream with a sort of whine in my voice! BLASPHEME!
I went to GNC and purchased this stuff called SlimQuick Clense! i only had the balls to try 3 of the pills before bedtime last weekend, you supposed to take 4 at a time twice a day. and my lifestyle is too active to be having poop emergencies. Possibly try to scale it down as the time gets closer, i just want to lean up, not really lose weight, or Ok about 3-5 lbs might be nice, age is def catching up with me and i knew the party wouldn't last forever. I Have never in my life since i was in high school and newly started birth control had to watch my weight, Hell I am considered the biggest Foodie in the group of all the people i know!
and now the thought of the things i want to eat most seem way more appetizing than ever!
I have even cut down smoking pot about 90%!
I guess it's more important now because i have never flown to another country for a shoot that i know i am gonna be naked in, Canada doesn't count.
Hell i might even binge on the flight home!
I just need to make it through to the shoot and then i will Binge like an Animal!
If you know anything about me it's that i love food, i live to eat, not eat to live. Food is a luxury to me. If the moons are not aligned and things are shitty with me emotionally or i am stressed, i don't eat. But when i feel great or good, I want to be one with my food and palette. and Yes i am a food snob about 90% of the time, I'll eat Elios pizza if i have to but i don't dare eat a fresh pie once it hits the box.
So i am shooting in Jamaica in about a week and a half, and i have been on this work out/ healthy eating binge.
IT SUCKS so bad, all of a sudden my sense of smell is heightened by 10 times. i walk past anything fried and i actually salivate. I feel like i have the sense of smell of a wolf. I walked past the crepe place in the mall and it was all i could do to pull myself away. I'm ordering low fat items at Starbucks and say NO to whipped Cream with a sort of whine in my voice! BLASPHEME!
I went to GNC and purchased this stuff called SlimQuick Clense! i only had the balls to try 3 of the pills before bedtime last weekend, you supposed to take 4 at a time twice a day. and my lifestyle is too active to be having poop emergencies. Possibly try to scale it down as the time gets closer, i just want to lean up, not really lose weight, or Ok about 3-5 lbs might be nice, age is def catching up with me and i knew the party wouldn't last forever. I Have never in my life since i was in high school and newly started birth control had to watch my weight, Hell I am considered the biggest Foodie in the group of all the people i know!
and now the thought of the things i want to eat most seem way more appetizing than ever!
I have even cut down smoking pot about 90%!
I guess it's more important now because i have never flown to another country for a shoot that i know i am gonna be naked in, Canada doesn't count.
Hell i might even binge on the flight home!
I just need to make it through to the shoot and then i will Binge like an Animal!
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But, you are so thin that you can seriously tone up just by doing a bit of working out. Yoga even. You don't need to rob yourself of all things yummy. I mean, you already have the workout step down, don't kill your happiness by depriving yourself of an occasional treat.
You are hot as all get out, lady.