ok then, here's a bit of soul searching and honesty.
First off, my mum died. I was sad. I am sad. i will be sad. but it does get easier everyday. so then, onward and up.
right. me. well, since i last posted i put on over 14lbs and smoked more than 20 cigars a day as well as drinking to XCESS in the style of George Best (well know drunk soccer player, for all you non UK types) at his fairwell drink.
So? I've stopped smoking. easier than I thought. Cold turkey. no patch's or nicotine replacement. Am V pleased
Gone back down the gym. lost 7lbs in 1 week. Yeeeeees!!!
Didn't see my daughter over Xmas. feel bad. great prezzy's aren't the same as being there.
She's 17 tomorrow. will see her this weekend if i can. My Ex is pissed at me for spending too much on her. Well as i saw from my mum, you can't take it with you.
Bike racing needs my attention! sponors
why don't they pay up for last year. god knows how i'm going to fund this year.
Have signed two new riders, i think we have a better team than last year. and oh my god, we're racing for 24hours in June.
Need to sort out my love life. on-off relationship is not going well at the moment. need to move on.
Went to erotica show. met someone there. she was cool but it was only a two-day affair. still cool though
Job in london is OK, but hate the train comute. Can't wait for the season to start, money permiting, so i can jack my job in and spend my time racing.
Haven't been to see many gigs. Rammstien next month and that's about it. nothing booked.
Feeling better about myself now.
must make note to spend more time writing own journal.
must make note to spend more time writing in my friends journals
Oh, a big hug and thankyou to everyone who posted or emailed me about my mum. Thankyou. nuff said
First off, my mum died. I was sad. I am sad. i will be sad. but it does get easier everyday. so then, onward and up.
right. me. well, since i last posted i put on over 14lbs and smoked more than 20 cigars a day as well as drinking to XCESS in the style of George Best (well know drunk soccer player, for all you non UK types) at his fairwell drink.
So? I've stopped smoking. easier than I thought. Cold turkey. no patch's or nicotine replacement. Am V pleased
Gone back down the gym. lost 7lbs in 1 week. Yeeeeees!!!
Didn't see my daughter over Xmas. feel bad. great prezzy's aren't the same as being there.
She's 17 tomorrow. will see her this weekend if i can. My Ex is pissed at me for spending too much on her. Well as i saw from my mum, you can't take it with you.
Bike racing needs my attention! sponors
why don't they pay up for last year. god knows how i'm going to fund this year.
Have signed two new riders, i think we have a better team than last year. and oh my god, we're racing for 24hours in June.
Need to sort out my love life. on-off relationship is not going well at the moment. need to move on.
Went to erotica show. met someone there. she was cool but it was only a two-day affair. still cool though
Job in london is OK, but hate the train comute. Can't wait for the season to start, money permiting, so i can jack my job in and spend my time racing.
Haven't been to see many gigs. Rammstien next month and that's about it. nothing booked.
Feeling better about myself now.
must make note to spend more time writing own journal.
must make note to spend more time writing in my friends journals
Oh, a big hug and thankyou to everyone who posted or emailed me about my mum. Thankyou. nuff said
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Talk to you soon
Smooches
Michelle xx