Fuuuuuuuuuuck....
Pete Yorn, you're killing me with your soulful gravely voice and bittersweet lyrics.
Out of the frying pan and into the fryer...or...if i knew then what i know now and then was only a week ago...or...jumping from one sinking ship to another...or...my life's more than a bit topsy turvy right now govs. So i went from one job that was closing up shop and move to anothre school only to find out that this guy is shady as fuck and i sure as hell don't want to work there in that horrificly confusing, scatter brained local. This guy's got problems...which shouldn't be my problems and the kids sure as hell shouldn't suffer for it. Nor should their parent's money be wasted like it is.
Tourist Visa expires tomorrow..after that point i'll technically be illegally here though i hear i have a buffer of about two weeks to really find something.
Just now the thought of being away from all friends and family this holiday season has hit. It's gonna be FUCKING LONELY.
At least i got paid though. Christ i could use a stiff drink, some stability, some friends or some good news. Really i'll take one or all of them. Though i would really just settle for someone to hold my hand and tell me it's going to be allright...though i've been searching for that all my life and i don't much expect to find it here.
Laters.
Pete Yorn, you're killing me with your soulful gravely voice and bittersweet lyrics.
Out of the frying pan and into the fryer...or...if i knew then what i know now and then was only a week ago...or...jumping from one sinking ship to another...or...my life's more than a bit topsy turvy right now govs. So i went from one job that was closing up shop and move to anothre school only to find out that this guy is shady as fuck and i sure as hell don't want to work there in that horrificly confusing, scatter brained local. This guy's got problems...which shouldn't be my problems and the kids sure as hell shouldn't suffer for it. Nor should their parent's money be wasted like it is.
Tourist Visa expires tomorrow..after that point i'll technically be illegally here though i hear i have a buffer of about two weeks to really find something.
Just now the thought of being away from all friends and family this holiday season has hit. It's gonna be FUCKING LONELY.
At least i got paid though. Christ i could use a stiff drink, some stability, some friends or some good news. Really i'll take one or all of them. Though i would really just settle for someone to hold my hand and tell me it's going to be allright...though i've been searching for that all my life and i don't much expect to find it here.
Laters.
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ghettoblaster:
aw man that journal made me feel horrible for you
st_expedite:
I'm sorry-- wish I were in a position to do something, but my super-powers only extend so far. Like, possibly to Alabama.