My vacation time is coming to a close. Vacation didn't quite go as planned.
There have been some hiccups in the house buying process. Just some delays and I'm inpatient.
I spent a couple days dealing unexpectedly with some family problems. One of my brothers is a paranoid schizophrenic and is having some real difficulties. It would be too exhausting and emotional for me to write it all out but the situation is a lot worse then I expected.
The short version would include :
Him being evicted.
Him being arrested.
Police thinking my sister and her family we're in danger or already hurt by my brother (they're fine).
Police thinking my brother was involved in drug dealings (he's not).
My brother abandoning all of his apartment and we assume going to North Carolina.
Me and Jay having to suddenly clean out my brothers apartment that's 3 hours away from where we live.
Me being a fucking mess at seeing how my brother was living and the obvious decline in his mental state (hes writing crazy stuff in journals, carving the walls, punching holes in the walls, living in fucking filth when hes normally a clean freak/ mysophobe etc.).
I've also been dealing with some friendship drama llama bullshit. I mean, childish shit. High school drama crap.
I may need to make a few new friendships and put some time and energy into other friendships.
I also had to make another day trip to get a certified copy of my birth certificate so I can start applying for my passport. I didn't really have enough time to do it by mail so I had to drive 3 hours each way again.
Our apartment is still a mess.
Cleaning it was on the to-do list but shit happens.
We did acquire essentially brand new couches, flat screen, xbox, camera, ipod etc from clearing out my brothers apartment. That's the good part I guess. I also have like 150 DVDs I now need to sell.
I've been having some bad dreams too. Real bad.
Wow I'm a downer.
Not everything has been bad. I spent a lot of good time with my new husband. I got to see my girlfriend. I got a new gym membership and got to buy a few things I needed.
I will leave you with pictures of me and my girlyfriend.
There have been some hiccups in the house buying process. Just some delays and I'm inpatient.
I spent a couple days dealing unexpectedly with some family problems. One of my brothers is a paranoid schizophrenic and is having some real difficulties. It would be too exhausting and emotional for me to write it all out but the situation is a lot worse then I expected.
The short version would include :
Him being evicted.
Him being arrested.
Police thinking my sister and her family we're in danger or already hurt by my brother (they're fine).
Police thinking my brother was involved in drug dealings (he's not).
My brother abandoning all of his apartment and we assume going to North Carolina.
Me and Jay having to suddenly clean out my brothers apartment that's 3 hours away from where we live.
Me being a fucking mess at seeing how my brother was living and the obvious decline in his mental state (hes writing crazy stuff in journals, carving the walls, punching holes in the walls, living in fucking filth when hes normally a clean freak/ mysophobe etc.).
I've also been dealing with some friendship drama llama bullshit. I mean, childish shit. High school drama crap.
I may need to make a few new friendships and put some time and energy into other friendships.
I also had to make another day trip to get a certified copy of my birth certificate so I can start applying for my passport. I didn't really have enough time to do it by mail so I had to drive 3 hours each way again.
Our apartment is still a mess.
Cleaning it was on the to-do list but shit happens.
We did acquire essentially brand new couches, flat screen, xbox, camera, ipod etc from clearing out my brothers apartment. That's the good part I guess. I also have like 150 DVDs I now need to sell.
I've been having some bad dreams too. Real bad.
Wow I'm a downer.
Not everything has been bad. I spent a lot of good time with my new husband. I got to see my girlfriend. I got a new gym membership and got to buy a few things I needed.
I will leave you with pictures of me and my girlyfriend.
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On a different note, you are gorgeous! I am so jealous of your beautiful skin!