mavenist

Being self employed really sucks when it comes to taxes. REALLY sucks.
Yesterday I decided to go over what I should own in taxes again... and it's a lot. I knew that I was underpaying my estimated taxes (because thats what I could afford) but yikes.

Oh well. I'll just be living utterly poor until 2013.
Ok, maybe i'm being a bit dramatic. Of course Jay says he will help me but I just feel so bad. He's already been taking a lot of overtime to pay off his debt and pay for the wedding venue and such.
There is no over time for me - or even many extra hours. And I'm tried of being naked on the internet for money...

Also, both of my credit cards are almost maxed out Again, I don't have a big credit limit but i'm just taking so many steps backwards instead of forwards. It's like Jays making such great progress and i'm being swallowed up by bills.

On another note - my birthday is coming up. Jay took me shopping for make up as an early birthday gift. It was nice That shits expensive.

This weekend we're going to a friends wedding. Toez and her family will also be there we're splitting a hotel room. It should be a good time. I just want it to be the weekend now and have time to get away and not worry about my financial destruction.

Theres not much else to say right now.
Really, things have been really good. But I had a big cry fest over my issues yesterday. Now its time to buck up and figure some shit out.