mavenist

Jay is on vacation but he had to go up to the Lake to take care of some business and he won't be home until tomorrow. This shouldn't be a big deal and it isn't but.... I still woke up feeling sad today.

Maybe i'm getting too used to having him around all the time. I like the support and comfort and snuggles and kisses. I enjoy us cooking breakfast together each morning and watching the telly.
In my dream world i'd work from home and be with him all the time. He's my best friend and i'm never tired of being around him.

Yesterday was a stress filled day at work. One of the kids will no longer be celebrating Halloween this year.
Then jay and I went out for din din and I didn't even eat much and my tummy has been upset.

I'm going to go comfort myself with food now.
And then probably feel bad about my body afterwards.