I hate coming back to reality and leaving that high of being around someone that just gets you in all the right ways. It was lonelier last night and i still smelled you all over my clothes and bed...
But it won't be too long till I see you again.
Alex (the ex) wrote me a long drunk and unappreciated Myspace message. Ya...THAT message. The one that kinda still hits me in the heart but kinda pisses me off. So, we talked last night and i kinda gave it to him. The message all basically consisted of I miss and i love you every other line and i wish i had done things different and i wanna build a time machine to go back and change things and then stuff that further emphasized that he doesn't know what to do with his life. Im over it and i dont want to hear it anymore. I finally told him he has to get it through his head that im never coming back. Granted I guess i need to be stricter in our boundaries and I think he hangs on every word i say to him. December 13th will be one year since I left him.
Any who...I am moving. It has been decided as of yesterday that I want to move to the north bay area and start over...hopefully get a job where i actually make some MONEY. And be closer to someone that has really caught my attention. I am hopeful of an actually relationship but regardless i love change and I love new nifty people. There is nothing better than being a go-getter
I am once again displeased with my situation and I am out to change it. Wish me luck!
Oh, and keep and eye out for new pictures; im going to change my hair today
But it won't be too long till I see you again.
Alex (the ex) wrote me a long drunk and unappreciated Myspace message. Ya...THAT message. The one that kinda still hits me in the heart but kinda pisses me off. So, we talked last night and i kinda gave it to him. The message all basically consisted of I miss and i love you every other line and i wish i had done things different and i wanna build a time machine to go back and change things and then stuff that further emphasized that he doesn't know what to do with his life. Im over it and i dont want to hear it anymore. I finally told him he has to get it through his head that im never coming back. Granted I guess i need to be stricter in our boundaries and I think he hangs on every word i say to him. December 13th will be one year since I left him.
Any who...I am moving. It has been decided as of yesterday that I want to move to the north bay area and start over...hopefully get a job where i actually make some MONEY. And be closer to someone that has really caught my attention. I am hopeful of an actually relationship but regardless i love change and I love new nifty people. There is nothing better than being a go-getter
I am once again displeased with my situation and I am out to change it. Wish me luck!
Oh, and keep and eye out for new pictures; im going to change my hair today
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And good luck with the move! Hope things work out up there!