So im supposed to be cleaning but im procrastinating
I do need to get a lot done before tomorrow tho... a special someone is coming to see me and im stoked. I need someone around me besides my beloved one-year old...im kinda tired of my one sided conversations.
And I plan on getting some cheescake factory which ive been craving for nearly 2 months now.
So i've officially lost 17 lbs since i moved here and that makes me happy. I see it in my clothes but im still so chubby its hardly made a real difference in my looks. I think i could be happy with getting down another 40 lbs..maybe 50. but man is it taking time... granted my weight loss thus far has been from changing my diet alone and no exercise. So, i guess the next step is to actually start workin my butt out....thats the hardest thing for me is to make it a part of my everyday life and has been my struggle. Sure i've lost 35 lbs before..and
then gained it back plus 5.. but this has been the most consistent weight lose i've had, instead of losing it insanely quickly and gaining it back.
So my room was a mess one day and i had all these jeans about... and i realized the difference in sized and was shocked... so heres a picture. the largest ones are ones i just stopped wearing because they're too big, the middle ones are what i'm currently wearing and the top ones (the smallest) are ones I used to wear. I would LOVE to fit into those again; currently i cant even get them all the way up my theighs....
and i still used to be smaller than that... *sigh* but its def something im workin towards!
So wish me luck... i guess i shouldn't drink this pepsi i just got...ive been drinking a lot more soda lately and i know thats no bueno.
Well, time to get up and finish cleaning up before lunch.
<3
I do need to get a lot done before tomorrow tho... a special someone is coming to see me and im stoked. I need someone around me besides my beloved one-year old...im kinda tired of my one sided conversations.
And I plan on getting some cheescake factory which ive been craving for nearly 2 months now.
So i've officially lost 17 lbs since i moved here and that makes me happy. I see it in my clothes but im still so chubby its hardly made a real difference in my looks. I think i could be happy with getting down another 40 lbs..maybe 50. but man is it taking time... granted my weight loss thus far has been from changing my diet alone and no exercise. So, i guess the next step is to actually start workin my butt out....thats the hardest thing for me is to make it a part of my everyday life and has been my struggle. Sure i've lost 35 lbs before..and
then gained it back plus 5.. but this has been the most consistent weight lose i've had, instead of losing it insanely quickly and gaining it back.
So my room was a mess one day and i had all these jeans about... and i realized the difference in sized and was shocked... so heres a picture. the largest ones are ones i just stopped wearing because they're too big, the middle ones are what i'm currently wearing and the top ones (the smallest) are ones I used to wear. I would LOVE to fit into those again; currently i cant even get them all the way up my theighs....
and i still used to be smaller than that... *sigh* but its def something im workin towards!
So wish me luck... i guess i shouldn't drink this pepsi i just got...ive been drinking a lot more soda lately and i know thats no bueno.
Well, time to get up and finish cleaning up before lunch.
<3
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much appreciated, as always
and glad to hear the visit went well