mavenist

Today didn't really go as planned.. but thats life. I'm a bit bored and lonely today.

I colored my hair the other day but I've been too lazy to take a picture.. maybe that will come soon. I got it cut shorter, it's sort of an A-line/bob. I am working on making it more of an a line but I just need to keep letting...
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Can you take me to Japan please?!

Well, since I can't go me and Jay will go have sushi for lunch. Yum!

Not much to say... shits pretty good. My new job is going well. I'm trying to make friends. Trying to get healthier.
Still slacking on school but I guess buckling down will be my new years resolution.

I'm going to be getting my...
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New job is going well... I was observed yesterday and everyone seems super impressed with me!

Jay brought me home flowers a few days ago just because. He's the best.

I've been enjoying some cornbread. I've also been eating a lot more salad.

I'm going home to Merced to see my Sister, brother-in-law and their kids. The two oldest kids are in a ballet recital...
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Does someone want to donate a good car to me?! Prease?

Ugh. So my car broke down on the freeway the other day. It left me stranded in the fast lane. There was almost no room to pull off of the road. All of a sudden my engine light came on with no warning and everything just stopped. It was very scary... then the cost...
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I've been listening to Jimmy Eat World a ton this week.
So much of their stuff is resonating with me right now....

I've also been listening to this song a lot:


Life is a funny thing right now. So many good things are happening right now... yet theres this shadow hovering over it all. It's such a mixture that its hard for me to stay...
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Can't write no more.
Feeling as vulnerable as an unlocked door.
Who would read this? Who would know?
Would you care? Would you let it show?
Can't write no more.
If I can't say it aloud then why write it down?
Just to have it read by judging minds; lying hypocrite inside.
Pretend you don't feel the same.
Pretend you don't feel the weight, the...
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Life is good

I don't have a lot of time but here is a run down of the happenings:

My 21st birthday was awesome.
Went to the Sacramento air show; it was neat but fuck it was hot.
Got to see greggster and elicit77 with omeganightmare. We got pizza and went to my first bar (well, legally).
Saw Against Me!. They were amazing! The...
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Dear Crappy Bay Area Drivers,

Using your turn signal is the law.
Also, you dumb fuck yuppies and hippies in your hybrids*... can you please put your car pool access stickers on the correct side of your vehicle? They come with instructions and notably you must adhere some of them on the RIGHT side of your vehicle. They should be on the side so that...
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Guess what?!