Well the numb feelings cleared up, but i feel like i've emoshionaly gone 10 rounds with tison . 
(you no in his day, no so much now) i been feeling a bit depressed. reminded of alot of hurtful things in my past. i should realy try and keep myself busy, away from thinking about depressing thing. but its hard noing almost everyone in my past used me or hurt me in some way. from perents to school friends, to girl friends. i need to do keep myself busy with something now 
(you no in his day, no so much now) i been feeling a bit depressed. reminded of alot of hurtful things in my past. i should realy try and keep myself busy, away from thinking about depressing thing. but its hard noing almost everyone in my past used me or hurt me in some way. from perents to school friends, to girl friends. i need to do keep myself busy with something now VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
I have the Bass throbbing in my ears from last night still. God top 40 SUCKS! hope all is well keep yourself busy and keep your head up
i see that you've been grappling with some issues that tend to constantly come up in the course of everyone's life. i'm not gonna try to give you any psuedo-psychology or cliche sayings but just keep in mind that the more you consciously reflect about your life- and i don't mean just overanalyzing the things that you felt you did wrong or that others did wrong to you- but moreso consider the underlying meaning or your perception of the events. like i said- depression and hurt can never fully be erradicated. however, what you can do is change your percetion of how it affects you- allow yourself to go through the process of transformation which includes pain, lonliness,and numbness but will eventually lead to a deeper understanding as you integrate all of these different feelings into a more whole sense of who you are.