maven_xxi

thursday again. so who are people voteing for? if i can be arssed i'll vote for the lib dems. but thats because thay are anti war. like the world needs people to start wars.

this week i've been feeling a bit numb. like i am not realy feeling much of anything, i cant even get pissed off. its not good. like tusday 1st day back at work. i was comeing home on the train sat down. fell asleep for a min. wake up to the smell of piss. so i get up later and find out i have been siting in someones piss for 1/2 hour. didnt realy bouther me. except haveing a bath as soon as i got in. being numbs the worst, your never realy happy and your never realy sad, and isn't feeling things the point of even being alive.

song of the week is by my chemical romance called I'm not ok (i promice)

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

Quote of the week "your hair looks a bit pubeic" because of the mohawk/brizian. with someone else addind "yeah and its got a cunt at the end of it". witch i found quite funny to be honest.

and a new pic <---that way sumwhere. wow, cant take a bad pic of that guy...............NOT!!