well its not exacly my usaly thurday spot. but i haventt had time thurday or yestoday.well friday and the weekend. well if anything good happent i dont rember it.
monday-my uncles funeral, i didnt go, i wasnt told till sunday it was on monday. i guess i didnt need to go, it wasnt like we were close. i dont no how my dads taking it, he never shows how he realy feels
tusday- my family dog gets put down. because it bit my sister while she was holding her baby. it was like a proper bite. + shes gets out of our back agrden with the 6 foot fences and runs out in the road barking at people. she voilent to everyone. but its to do with her being abused. but we couldnt look after her when shes this much troble. and if shes violent she cant be re-homed. caused a bit of tenshion because my mum didnt tell anyone befor she had her put down. so even being in the house its like u can cut it with a knife.
wednesday- the min i get home i from working in london i get a call from one of my friends saying you want to meat up with her and outher mates in camden. yeap. anything to get out the house. went the wolds end pub. if you no camden. had a few drinks went and saw the amityville horror
thursday- had a health and saftyexam. mmmmmm am i regeting drinking the night befor not geting home till 12.30, when i had to be up at 5? maybe a little. but i didnt learn my lesson, went to camden after my exam, had a few drinks went to lesta squair and saw the ring 2.it a kool film
friday- after work went state round a friends house thay want me to do work there, thay just moved in.i was so tired it was a joke. the past to nights i didnt get 9 hours if i added them up. so went there had a few drinks, smoked some weed. witch fucked me. i missed my stop and ended up walking about 6 miles on my way home. and the 24 hour tesco near my house was to tempting when i had the munchys. you shouldnt go shoping with the munchys. i gut bought so much. im walking down the road at 1am still stoned with what looks like the weeky shop.and i didnt even eat 1/4 of the stuff i got. i was to tired. witch brings me to today
quote of the week is from me "Yeah i had it all shaved off" talking about my hair. well the reson i put that in is because obusly anyone who can see me now can tell i have a shaved head. so its just stupid of me to state something thhat obuse (not that good this week realy)
song of the week go's to sound garden- black hole sun "black hole sun, won't you come, and wash away the rain, black hole sun, won't you come, won't you come" you may have noticed i usaly do the hole song but hears something i wrote called filling the hole
the person u love, you should be fillimg there hole.
i'm sitting in mine, just not enjoying the view.
so just fuck you, so just fuck you
coruse x2-when your body wants sex, no-one gives a fuck
she ain't no lady shes a bitch called luck.
i hate this planit on witch i live, if hate is all i get than hate is all i give
than anger is the only way to comunicate
i only no two feeling love and hate
coruse x2
pardon me if i don't talk about love it's not often i see that stuff
someone you you love should fill your hole
if thay can't, you should give yours a go
i wrote that about 3or 4 years ago. so anyway im going to be un orininal and say you can ask me any question and i'll answer it.
<3 u all 
monday-my uncles funeral, i didnt go, i wasnt told till sunday it was on monday. i guess i didnt need to go, it wasnt like we were close. i dont no how my dads taking it, he never shows how he realy feels
tusday- my family dog gets put down. because it bit my sister while she was holding her baby. it was like a proper bite. + shes gets out of our back agrden with the 6 foot fences and runs out in the road barking at people. she voilent to everyone. but its to do with her being abused. but we couldnt look after her when shes this much troble. and if shes violent she cant be re-homed. caused a bit of tenshion because my mum didnt tell anyone befor she had her put down. so even being in the house its like u can cut it with a knife.
wednesday- the min i get home i from working in london i get a call from one of my friends saying you want to meat up with her and outher mates in camden. yeap. anything to get out the house. went the wolds end pub. if you no camden. had a few drinks went and saw the amityville horror
thursday- had a health and saftyexam. mmmmmm am i regeting drinking the night befor not geting home till 12.30, when i had to be up at 5? maybe a little. but i didnt learn my lesson, went to camden after my exam, had a few drinks went to lesta squair and saw the ring 2.it a kool film
friday- after work went state round a friends house thay want me to do work there, thay just moved in.i was so tired it was a joke. the past to nights i didnt get 9 hours if i added them up. so went there had a few drinks, smoked some weed. witch fucked me. i missed my stop and ended up walking about 6 miles on my way home. and the 24 hour tesco near my house was to tempting when i had the munchys. you shouldnt go shoping with the munchys. i gut bought so much. im walking down the road at 1am still stoned with what looks like the weeky shop.and i didnt even eat 1/4 of the stuff i got. i was to tired. witch brings me to today
quote of the week is from me "Yeah i had it all shaved off" talking about my hair. well the reson i put that in is because obusly anyone who can see me now can tell i have a shaved head. so its just stupid of me to state something thhat obuse (not that good this week realy)
song of the week go's to sound garden- black hole sun "black hole sun, won't you come, and wash away the rain, black hole sun, won't you come, won't you come" you may have noticed i usaly do the hole song but hears something i wrote called filling the hole
the person u love, you should be fillimg there hole.
i'm sitting in mine, just not enjoying the view.
so just fuck you, so just fuck you
coruse x2-when your body wants sex, no-one gives a fuck
she ain't no lady shes a bitch called luck.
i hate this planit on witch i live, if hate is all i get than hate is all i give
than anger is the only way to comunicate
i only no two feeling love and hate
coruse x2
pardon me if i don't talk about love it's not often i see that stuff
someone you you love should fill your hole
if thay can't, you should give yours a go
i wrote that about 3or 4 years ago. so anyway im going to be un orininal and say you can ask me any question and i'll answer it.
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I have no mortal fears
Don't cair what happends to me
self lothing feeds this insacurity
The hole in my heart, i no it well
This body should be my souls shell
My bodys not stoping this from geting in
Being alive is my mortal sin
Feeling numb lack of pain
I cant stand this feeling again
The worst is the lack of pain
Don't no when i'll feel it again
No happyness, no missory
why am i alive, can someone tell me