maven_xxi

its been a bad week, everyoe hates my new hair cut. you can aswell if you like. my mum decides to wake me up and (from what i rember) tell me what a dissapointment i am. just thought to myself at least im not like you. 8 kids? as a kid i rember being poor. like my dad takeing a calculater to the shops so it could be worked out to the penny how much could be spent on food. i wouldnt want my kids to have those memorys. i dont blame my dad realy, i think im one of the few people who at 22 still thinks of there dad in almost a suerhero way

my uncle died. witch i am not to cut up about. i didnt no him to well. but thats not why i dont feel bad about his actule death, because theres no point being upset about something you cant do anythng about (say if anyone dosent think so). i no you cant help it sometimes but my moto in life is "it may not be your falt, but you better well take all the shit that gets thown at you, becuse you have no choise". but i feel bad for his wife and 8 year old kid left behind.

so ilm of the week gos to "alice in wonderland". i didnt understand it as a kid, and i dont now.

and quote of the week gos to "random txter" it is a follows "i saw you run the hurdls yestoday, it wasnt very good, and you call yourself a PE teacher". well radom txter i've got new for you i never called myself a PE teacher and never will.

Song of the week, for a second week running go's to an afi song morningstar

saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

And I don't want to die tonight; Will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.

Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.


Will you believe in me tonight.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?