Well im going to up date this all the time. so keep up everyone 
So first thanx for peoples helpful comments. and my guitar is now called Ella. Thanx rags. No-one else comented on my pic's. no-one must like them. so i thought i'd give eveyone a little more of an insite into my mind. by telling you all some "intresting" things about me
1. My name maven comes from my real name wayne. see the simaleritys? m-w (see). a-a. v-y (u get it) en-ne (see all works out) + maven is a old jewish word that means an expet at what thay do. so feel free to call me wayne. wayne-ker. not acepable!!! lol
2. I cant ride a bike
i no someones laughing. just never had one as a kid
3. I think i must think about everything diffently form everyone else in the world. example. i have a picture phone, and the picture that i have as my backgroung is the bach of my head.
i no wired. but orinality in my thinking.
4. I have an IQ of 127. but i cant spell because im deslexic. witch is one of the resons when i was 8 and moved schools i had to learn to from scrach all over again.
5. I am the 5th of 8 chilldern, my perents must not have had a tv i swair.
6. I went to church till i was 20 when i kinda got kicked out because my bishop asked me is i was haveing sex with my girlfriend at the time. i said yes. he said basicly i had to chose between my girlfriend and church (witch i wasnt shure of) so i chose my girlfriend. no more church. so i think i should just be a good person an a day to day bassis. but my girlfriend cheated on me. maybe theres a moral in that story. if anyone nos it tell me?
7. I dont regret anything i have ever done. because everything i've ever done i have thought it was the right thing to do at the time. i probably fucked up my life so much by makeing shit disishions. but i no i did what i though was right at the time.
i <3 you all. i no i probably piss you off with all my wrighting, like every outher day. and any outher questions u want to no about me just ask? you no like "hey wayne, how can you be so sexy and not have a girlfrend?" lol 8. I have delosens of granger. and self lothing. yeah im mixed up
So first thanx for peoples helpful comments. and my guitar is now called Ella. Thanx rags. No-one else comented on my pic's. no-one must like them. so i thought i'd give eveyone a little more of an insite into my mind. by telling you all some "intresting" things about me
1. My name maven comes from my real name wayne. see the simaleritys? m-w (see). a-a. v-y (u get it) en-ne (see all works out) + maven is a old jewish word that means an expet at what thay do. so feel free to call me wayne. wayne-ker. not acepable!!! lol
2. I cant ride a bike
i no someones laughing. just never had one as a kid
3. I think i must think about everything diffently form everyone else in the world. example. i have a picture phone, and the picture that i have as my backgroung is the bach of my head.
i no wired. but orinality in my thinking.
4. I have an IQ of 127. but i cant spell because im deslexic. witch is one of the resons when i was 8 and moved schools i had to learn to from scrach all over again.
5. I am the 5th of 8 chilldern, my perents must not have had a tv i swair.
6. I went to church till i was 20 when i kinda got kicked out because my bishop asked me is i was haveing sex with my girlfriend at the time. i said yes. he said basicly i had to chose between my girlfriend and church (witch i wasnt shure of) so i chose my girlfriend. no more church. so i think i should just be a good person an a day to day bassis. but my girlfriend cheated on me. maybe theres a moral in that story. if anyone nos it tell me?
7. I dont regret anything i have ever done. because everything i've ever done i have thought it was the right thing to do at the time. i probably fucked up my life so much by makeing shit disishions. but i no i did what i though was right at the time.
i <3 you all. i no i probably piss you off with all my wrighting, like every outher day. and any outher questions u want to no about me just ask? you no like "hey wayne, how can you be so sexy and not have a girlfrend?" lol 8. I have delosens of granger. and self lothing. yeah im mixed up
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lilyk:
lookingglassgirl:
thanks for the comment- i can't tell you how much it means to me to know that people can relate to what i say. i know what you mean about the bad decisions thing- i've made more than i can count. but like you said, these decisions are based on what you feel is right at the time, so can they really be bad? maybe they could have been made differently but you wouldn't have known that unless you got to the point where you are now- meaning that everything you do both good and bad is a part of your evolution. the good things make us happy and the bad things make us wise once we attain some type of awareness of them.