yeah, im goinh to try and do this at least every thursday.but i no i'll end up doing it between. just for the fact i cant shut the fuck up.
so i was just in devon for 4 days basicly. not fun i have seen my nan about twice sice i was 4, when i lived there. when i was 4 (one of my earlyist memorys is of my nan thowing my mum dad and and brothers and sisters out, sum younger than me[4]) not nice. when i moved to essex. for the good or bad, i dont no. but i guess i hold a grudge. i mean its family, and i love her but there always a twinge. i can forgive but i cant forget it. its been playing on my mind. its hard to shake and i dont no how to feel.
but on a lighter note i finaly got something out of my perents for my birthday. i got a gutire, i didnt ask for one, i cant play a fucking note, but i love her (she hasnt got a name yet, see i have a thing where i have to give inanimate objects names like i got a ninja sword call nina, stuff like that, but there always shes, dont no why, just are) i can relate to her becaue shes a bit mixed up. shes a left handed gutire but strung for a right hand.
but i can relate to it.
yeah sorry if i felt the need to read all this but one more thing, i saw my cuz who i haven't seen in 5 years. one of the best days of my life. hes in a band and dose music in collage and stuff. hes well into it. and he said to me "you no your partly responsible for what im doing now. because last time i saw you, and stayed with your family that week i realy got into music" like a thanx. and i try to do that to people, because part of the problem with "pop" or "dance(jungle, drum and bace)" stuff thast around is is easy to hear. its on the radion all the fucking time. dosent give people much of a choice. to like busted or westlife. it not fair to shove it down everyones necks. why isnt there to liston to the kind off music alot of people like, like the people on this site. so saying thanx like my cuz did. felt so good. hes in a band i menshion it before butit makes me feel partly responsible for for all the joy thay bring. it was grate
so i'll make this quick, thank you. i <3 u all and thanx to anyone on my friends list, your all so good looking its grate.
Quote Of The Week
this is an old one said by one of the guys from work, but i love it
"Nein hans das ist meinen ouler" witch translated means (no hans that is my owl) random. i love it
so i was just in devon for 4 days basicly. not fun i have seen my nan about twice sice i was 4, when i lived there. when i was 4 (one of my earlyist memorys is of my nan thowing my mum dad and and brothers and sisters out, sum younger than me[4]) not nice. when i moved to essex. for the good or bad, i dont no. but i guess i hold a grudge. i mean its family, and i love her but there always a twinge. i can forgive but i cant forget it. its been playing on my mind. its hard to shake and i dont no how to feel.
but on a lighter note i finaly got something out of my perents for my birthday. i got a gutire, i didnt ask for one, i cant play a fucking note, but i love her (she hasnt got a name yet, see i have a thing where i have to give inanimate objects names like i got a ninja sword call nina, stuff like that, but there always shes, dont no why, just are) i can relate to her becaue shes a bit mixed up. shes a left handed gutire but strung for a right hand.
but i can relate to it.
yeah sorry if i felt the need to read all this but one more thing, i saw my cuz who i haven't seen in 5 years. one of the best days of my life. hes in a band and dose music in collage and stuff. hes well into it. and he said to me "you no your partly responsible for what im doing now. because last time i saw you, and stayed with your family that week i realy got into music" like a thanx. and i try to do that to people, because part of the problem with "pop" or "dance(jungle, drum and bace)" stuff thast around is is easy to hear. its on the radion all the fucking time. dosent give people much of a choice. to like busted or westlife. it not fair to shove it down everyones necks. why isnt there to liston to the kind off music alot of people like, like the people on this site. so saying thanx like my cuz did. felt so good. hes in a band i menshion it before butit makes me feel partly responsible for for all the joy thay bring. it was grate
so i'll make this quick, thank you. i <3 u all and thanx to anyone on my friends list, your all so good looking its grate.
Quote Of The Week
this is an old one said by one of the guys from work, but i love it
"Nein hans das ist meinen ouler" witch translated means (no hans that is my owl) random. i love it
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enola:
Thank you for your b-day wishes! 
opalia:
Hey, nice photos. You started playing the guitar yet? How bout calling it Ella?