Today marks one week. One full week without cigarrettes.
On day four I almost broke down, almost caved. I was so fucking close. I told my wonderfully supportive Boy that I was sorry I had to fail him, told all my friends I wouldn't be able to do it, and resigned myself to another failed attempt. Except I said I'd do it in the morning.
"I'm not going to smoke tonight. I'll start again tomorrow."
That's what I've been saying every night since. Funny way to get through it, but it seems to be working.
And now it's getting easier. Easier every day. I am strong!!! I am teh NONSMOKER!!!11
-M
PS - I get to see painbearer in 3 days. squeEp!
On day four I almost broke down, almost caved. I was so fucking close. I told my wonderfully supportive Boy that I was sorry I had to fail him, told all my friends I wouldn't be able to do it, and resigned myself to another failed attempt. Except I said I'd do it in the morning.
"I'm not going to smoke tonight. I'll start again tomorrow."
That's what I've been saying every night since. Funny way to get through it, but it seems to be working.
And now it's getting easier. Easier every day. I am strong!!! I am teh NONSMOKER!!!11
-M
PS - I get to see painbearer in 3 days. squeEp!
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
[Edited on Apr 19, 2005 6:16PM]