How has everyone been doing?! I've been pretty great. A lot has been happening for me and the people around me! I've come to conclusion that life is pretty freaking crazy and quite honestly I'm not really sure what to expect but I strive for the best.
I have goals, I am driven, and I feel inspired every day. As you can tell from my posts I'm pretty optimistic and I always have something good to say even if it is only about my day and how it had a good start. I've realized life is about attitude. What you think is what you become!
It blows my mind to see how many people are always on auto pilot-- Being the lively person I am I like to shake them up with some excitement and joy for x amount of time I have when I do ever cross their path.I figured that there is more than enough bad going on all the time that we loose touch on all the good- it's almost my duty to express my goofy side when I'm sensing someone needing it. Easier said than done I most certainly had my struggles growing up and becoming the person that I am today- without everything that I have been through I wouldn't be me!
Sometimes I sit and think about the past year and a half and how much I have grown since I have joined SuicideGirls-- guys, that was over a year ago. Doesn't it feel like forever and ever?! We're just getting started and I'm so content knowing that you all are going to see me grow throughout the months.
The other day I was reminiscing on everything that SuicideGirls is about and I couldn't fall deeper in love with it all. I want to do it all, I want to see and feel and meet all of my SuicideGirl sisters, smoke weed with them and laugh and take booty pics, shoot with all the photographers, and even photograph some girls myself as I do love photography and have been taking photographs for 5 years now/ take all of my own self portraits. I want to continue collecting all the vintage wear and I will continue putting out that positive energy because everyone deserves it!!!!!!!
I have a notebook filled with photo ideas, video ideas, and merchandise ideas. If you have anything in mind you think would be so cool let me know because I think you're so cool and that ideas are cool too.
Don't forget that my set Vintage Beauty is still in member review that @writeboy shot about some time ago now, HEY @writeboy I'm sending you over a little email. I think the internet misses us.
I love you all and I think you're all wonderful and fantastic. There's nothing in this world I want to do more than make people feel good about themselves and feel good while doing it. And maybe doing it in lingerie. I told you that we were going to get Maudy.
So much love and care,
Maud Suicide
