mattybat

this is a composition of all the heart-break i have endured this past weekend. all three summed up into one. fuck!!!! does anybody fuckin' know what they want anymore. i know what i want, to be happy with someone. i want that companionship and lovey cuddliness with someone. i'm tired of heart break after heart break. someone wanna take me out and cheer me up?

feeling your crush
these empty words float about unheard.
that feeling of a broken heart,
that empty feeling.
things seemed so awesome yet ended so soon.
one day, one day things will be alright.
i will find that light at the end of the tunnel.
no response from the crush, the crush of a crush.
is our freedom really free?
you call and destroy everything that was going good.
bringing back those thoughts in my head,
causing me to dial those numbers which i don't want to.