Friday Jul 16, 2004

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I'm fed up with the women I meet!!!
THE GIRL showed up at the bar I was at tonight only to avoid me... which i guess iis OK because she already told me she was "avoiding all of her friends"...

well except all of the friends she was hanging out with tonight, and all of the friends she was hanging out with in the last month.

sje think i didn't know, but it's a small town, I see and hear things (wether i want to or not) she's been hanging out with friends the whole time

really cool for someone who I HAD a friendship base on trust and honesty with ( the lieing little cunt) (yeah I said it, I called her a cunt, If you dont like it well then go fuck yourself, I hate you as much as I hate her)

She fucking avoided me at the bar when she spotted me. At least have the descency to say "hey, i fucked up, im sorry i ripped out your heart and shit on it, im sorry i robbed you of everything you are."

but no she just tried to ignore me. Im sorry if im the only man who's ever treated her well including her father. Im sorry i shared my secrets witth her, im sorry i was honest.

Is it too much to ask for honesty in return? fuck you you soul sucking bitch!






i just want her to hurt as bad as i do, i know it won't make me feel any better, but i want her to understand and validate how much she hurt me

i miss her

my life will go on, but it wont be as happy or full without her


i miss her so so much
riottsiren:
it took 5 years for the ex who riped my heart out to come around and have it done to him. he now tells me i was THE ONE...and he should have never let me go.....REALLY? you think? whatever she may not hurt now....but one day she will know. may not help...but i'd give you a hug if i was there with you.....and i piss on her if i saw her!! wink
dravenraine:
That really sucks baby. I am sorry you got hurt. How many times do I have to tell you what a great guy you are, you deserve better, and one day you will find that perfect person for you. Don't waste time missing her, or being hurt and sad, she is not worth it baby. When you find that someone, you won't get hurt. It will be everything you ever dreamed of and more. Just be patient. Let love find you, cause it will find you dammit! YOu are to sweet and hot not to find someone. Just always remember that love will find you when you are not looking for it, that seems to always happen. You have no idea how wonderful you really are. One day some girl is going to be very lucky to be with you. I hope you will start to feel better soon. Keep your head up baby.


And if all else fails I can fly up there and beat the shit out of her wink hehhehehhe

I will talk to you soon, I am off to bed, I am exhausted!!
Later Baby kiss

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