a month and a half back on meds and not realy feeling any better. now i'm sitting here listening to my sister go on a ten minute tyrade about her baby's father, and i'm really not up for it. feel like my head's going to explode. this shit with mel is making me sick. felt like i was going to pass out at work today. threw up once. tired, sick of being cut off from everything. think i'll takr a shower, and go to sleep. maybr drink a bottle of wine first.
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