feeling this weird sort of constant, underlying tension thing building. vacation was a bit of a wash, i need to do something. i mean really do something. just have to figure out what. getting to bored, and feel like i'm starting to ware a rut. feeling this weird sort of constant, underlying tension thing building. vacation was a bit of a wash, i need to do something. i mean really do something. just have to figure out what. getting to bored, and feel like i'm starting to ware a rut.