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Saturday Feb 20, 2010

Feb 20, 2010
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Have any of you ever had someone who no matter when they come into you life they can stop your heart and make thr world turn backwards?

There is someone I met about 2 years ago randomly at a bar who I honestly fell in love with that night, well life has never worked out for us. He called me last night and wanted to hang out so of course I jumped at the opportunity. We hung out at the bar for a bit and then came to my house. He is that one man that his touch can send shivers to my soul and I do the same to him. Well he is back with his ex and I have my boy in Georgia that I like and want a chance with.

I guess I am just confused as much as I love the one I don't know what is going to happen. I love giving my Georgia boy my attention and making him food and sending care packages and letters but I don't know if anyone will ever make me feel like the first one does.

Oh well, I think I am just writing because I need to write it.

rexall:
i know EXACTLY where you are coming from.
Feb 20, 2010
b_writer:
Yep, I am in a similar situation. My philosophy is to take the risk, go for it, and whatever happens, happens. It might work out, it might not. The risk is, of course, rejection and pain, but anything worth having (and love is definitely worth having) is worth that risk. At least that's what I think.
Feb 20, 2010

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