Friday Nov 21, 2003

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I lost my Dosh album but I gained a hatred for my coworkers... whom I suspect stole it.
saintbrat:
Co Workers SUCK! Have you heard of pissing in the coffeepot, great way to relieve stress! lol
stockula:
Thanks for your email. I really think what I think and if you have a problem with that I am happy for you.

Wednesday Nov 19, 2003

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This chick is talking to me about what to do if your boyfriend is a horrible recluse. I'm telling her that I am that boyfriend and that if you're alexis (my girlfriend) you compensate by being overly needy and demanding.
sdchick:
Awesome !!!!!!!!!!! You show her! love umm your hot ! robot
mathmaddicts:
AHHHHHH College essays are HORRIBLE!

Tuesday Nov 18, 2003

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Feeling better today. Watched Spun last night and that was a horrible reminder of past lives. But today is ok. One day from today will be tommorow and I can't wait for it.
evil:
the future is NOW!

Thursday Nov 13, 2003

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So I'm totally ruining my chances of transfering over to Berkeley. Today I walked out on an exam in trig. Have to drop the class now. Plus I've been totally neglecting my other classes. There's plato I should be reading this very moment. Ah well se la ve. Who care's if I don't make it to UCB there is always a lucrative carreer in the...
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mathmaddicts:
I'm talking to my ex right now, it is painful. "I'm trying to be nice," she is telling me about me. Now I am talking to my current girlfriend. It is painful.
saintbrat:
Its great to to get feedback from family and friends. But don't forget that that might also have unconscious agendas that they are playing out also. By that I mean, don't let anyone pull you down too far. Sometimes people can rag on you, and they think they are just pointing out constructive points. But when you are in a bad place it can just feel like more shit getting dumped on you. You do not need that. Concentrate on changing future behavior.

If you are in school, go see a conselour. Sometimes an independent person can help put things in perspective, without bringing much emotional baggage to the plate. Sometimes there are temp drugs that can help out. I do not believe in a lifetime addiction to Prozac and the like, but they sure can help in the short run.




Tuesday Oct 28, 2003

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Shit man the smoke from the fires is killing my lungs. Anyway this guy came into my work today. He had his girlfriend with him. She had to have been one of the most arousing women I've seen in a long time. She had this very boyish quality, skinny body with this androginous pixie cut and she was just fucking adorable. He seemed like a...
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Friday Oct 24, 2003

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I'm going to skip the ACT tommorrow, and I know what all you people not actually reading this are thinking, "what the hell is that guy doing taking a college entrance exam?" Well I'll tell ya. I dropped out of high school so that means that I've been tooling around at the JC's for a couple years now but finally I'm ready to transfer so...
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Friday Oct 24, 2003

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My sex drive is gone. I mean it's not totally absent but I've never felt less horny in my life. Usually I walk around with an endless procession of fuck fantasies running through my mind and every time I talk to a girl I spend my time trying to figure a way into her pants. I had always thought it was a terrible way to...
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missexit3:
your profile makes you come across as a cocky bastard.

(Just to let you know) but i'm sure that was your intnet.

Monday Oct 20, 2003

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Ya my girlfriend came over last night and left this morning, I was sort of relieved when she did. I don't know why but sleeping in the same bead as her is causing my neck to tighten up in a way that is anything but pleasant. I think I'm much more comfortable being, sleeping, and fucking alone. Other people require all of this thought and...
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Sunday Oct 19, 2003

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My life is fuckin fictitious
yet still so very vicous
how can mere illusions
leave these bleading contustions
like heat from cold fusion

the faking doesn't stop at climaxes
the tension could be chopped with axes
so we're both getting cut like taxes
but lets not forgets fruedian text
that says we'll stay just for the sex
what next?