i've been wanting to move out of my mom's for a long time already. but if i do, i won't be able to help her financially 'cause the money that goes to her right now would be going towards my own rent and other expenses. who the hell would help her then? noone. this sucks. this is a big cause of my depression. i'm so unhappy here. i need my own place, so i can be myself, have my space away from family. in a couple years i shall buy my house. we'll see how things are then. i don't want to be a bad son. 