mastercraftsman

I should maybe change my look. The black leather biker jacket and black skullcap just make me look like the guy your mother always warned you about. I don't know a whole lot about fashion. I know that one item men wear that seems to empower them only makes me feel vulnerable. A tie. Just feel like it's this huge target (all that self defense training) saying "please garrotte me to death." I couldn't even choke myself at a friend's wedding. A tux without a tie is just not quite right....
One item I pull off without all the giggles- Speedos. They really are better. Fashion saavy Girls who think not should put on some knee length bags (guy's swim trunks) and jump in the water.
Anyway can't meet any good women. I mistakenly thought the nymphomania was just good chemistry, not a condition. Not one that wasn't exclusive anyway. Never occured to me that if I wasn't giving it to her she was getting it somewhere else. Ouch.
I think looks won't make a difference. I've always been a cactus. I'm thinking back now, remembering my extremely angry father telling me I better shape up and get along with the other kids at school. I was in third or fourth grade, and never had less than an A+, but there was a remark on the bottom of a report card that said "Does not play well with others."
So I've been thinking about her WAY too much. And I'm more bitter. And, strangely, aroused. So, hardened in more ways than one....