masseffection

Wooties. Vacation time!

Vegas, here I come. :B

No. No I didn't need a minor car accident to add to my list of "Things that will happen because they CAN" list.

I don't have the emotional stableness for all of this.

I hate money. I hate borrowing money even more.

Hi everyone. :B

Dear me:

You're not as strong as you want to be. MAybe you should break down and finally go see some sort of therapist about your behaviour patterns. Crying for hours on end for no reason probably isn't a good sign. When it feels like your hear is beating too hard and you can't breath properly.. Well, that's probably not a good thing either. Maybe...
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Why is it so hard to get my act togther? All I ever do is frustrate or annoy people, it seems.

I'm surprised it's not unbearable for my boyfriend yet. He's my saviour, or sorts. I rely on him too much, I know. I'd be so lost without him. He does more than he'll ever realize for me, too. I'd love to figure out some...
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This feeling is quite unsettling, oof.

I cried at work on Wednesday.

Ever feel like thw wold wants to get rif of you?

Yeah..

I can't do anything right, no matter how hard I try - I'm never good enough.

I'm sorry.

As if I'm not already left behind..

Sigh.

'Kay, where's my tree made of money. Which one of you monkeys hid it?! C'MON!!

-_-

On a happier note, it's been pouring rain all day.

Sooo.. I just pretty much blew my entire savings on airline tickets. (But I saved us $300!) Aha.

This trip better be worth it, goddamnit! If it's not.. heads will roll!

Picard out.

(PS - Pray/hope that I can lose weight, aha. )

And then, all he had to do was kiss me, snuggle me, tell me how much he loves me..

.. and eveything was better.

I'm going to meet a (Mighty Morphin) Power Ranger this fall.

I'm so excited!