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*Pokes around*

*taps screen*

Anyone still alive out there?
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deadflagblues:
I can understand that -- I'm getting ready to pick up stakes and flee to my family's place in Maine.

So I guess "functioning" only applies in the most literal, physical sense.

But we have an SG in Ames now!
deadflagblues:
Really? Who? Churtch (the one I meant) didn't know there were any others in town.
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To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A sance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know.

Oh, and..

Slow Jerk..

DON'T FINISH, YOU NEVER FINISH!
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So.. Boyfriend and I are seperating. It's one of those 'long time coming' things. In reaction to that. I'm moving back to Sioux Falls, SD, haha.

Hm. I hope my life can start falling into place sometime soon. Maybe I'll make some friends, too.
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garrettf:
*Hug*
deadflagblues:
Shit.

How do you think Sioux Falls will treat you?
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The best thing about working at a bookstore?

The holiday rush isn't so.. rushy.
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hellboy76:
I work for the worlds largest delivery company. I load airplanes full of everyone's shit. i feel the rush... i've got so much rush, i sing Tom Sawyer.
ericdravyn:


HOPE YOU HAVE/HAD A MERRY MERRY MERRY XMAS!



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Another year down the drain.

Hooray.
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brinny:
lets freakn hang out already... geeeeeeesh!
brinny:
come get a job at ohana steak house, you make a SHIT load of money and it is fun,

Somehow i doubt i will ever run into you.
i don't look as good as my pictures i take of myself are.
I just know the right angels and lighting for myself.
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Jobless. Moneyless. Schoolless. Fairly friendless.Gaining more weight. Being more useless.

I feel sort of lame right now.
wishryder:
Wells Fargo probably isn't as bad as I'm making it sound. This is just a poor training process that they are trying out. Don't get me wrong, the job sounds crummy too, but I haven't started it and I know a bunch of people who find it both adequate and bearable.
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So.. the past month.

I dropped out of school due to financial difficulties. Nevermind, make that financial stupidty because the fucking loan company couldn't get the paperwork straight. I sitll owe the school for my summer term.

The boyfriend and I moved into an apartment. I have my own little sanctuary with my computer, books, posters, etc. It's nice.

I'm jobless and on a frantic...
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I'm tired of living but I don't want to die.

..Does that make sense?

Probably, in some sense. I've been handling things well until now. Breaking down isn't what I wanted to do because it's caused me to make a rash decision.

Oh well. Perhaps fate does exist.
wishryder:
+1

and...in retrospect, was this a good decision, or a bad decision?
fairyjochen:
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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I need stability. This is not fucking stable. I'm going insane. I just want to cry. Why can't ONE thing come easily? Please! It's ONE piece of paper that's making everything a mess. I don't want to be homeless in a month.

On another note:

If there's one thing I worry in this world about more than money, more than myself, more than pretty much...
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stompbox:
We don't turn out like our parents. Not unless we aspire to. So don't waste any time worrying about that. Disconnect yourself from that.

Not sure what else to tell you. I spend an enormous amount of time worrying about money, and it's never helped anything, but I still do it. I always figured by the time I was 30 I'd be pretty secure, financially, and stable in my relationship, etc. But it hasn't panned out that way, though really I know things could be a whole lot worse. Point is... well, I'm not sure. Just don't let your mom make you think you're less than what you are, and try to let your dad know he's not judged by his financial well-being. Easier said than done, I know.
fairyjochen:
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