Ugh.
That's all I have to say.
That's all I have to say.
So.. Boyfriend and I are seperating. It's one of those 'long time coming' things. In reaction to that. I'm moving back to Sioux Falls, SD, haha.
Hm. I hope my life can start falling into place sometime soon. Maybe I'll make some friends, too.
Hm. I hope my life can start falling into place sometime soon. Maybe I'll make some friends, too.
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garrettf:
*Hug*
deadflagblues:
Shit.
How do you think Sioux Falls will treat you?
How do you think Sioux Falls will treat you?
The best thing about working at a bookstore?
The holiday rush isn't so.. rushy.
The holiday rush isn't so.. rushy.
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hellboy76:
I work for the worlds largest delivery company. I load airplanes full of everyone's shit. i feel the rush... i've got so much rush, i sing Tom Sawyer.
ericdravyn:
HOPE YOU HAVE/HAD A MERRY MERRY MERRY XMAS!
HOPE YOU HAVE/HAD A MERRY MERRY MERRY XMAS!
Another year down the drain.
Hooray.
Hooray.
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brinny:
lets freakn hang out already... geeeeeeesh!
brinny:
come get a job at ohana steak house, you make a SHIT load of money and it is fun,
Somehow i doubt i will ever run into you.
i don't look as good as my pictures i take of myself are.
I just know the right angels and lighting for myself.
Somehow i doubt i will ever run into you.
i don't look as good as my pictures i take of myself are.
I just know the right angels and lighting for myself.
Jobless. Moneyless. Schoolless. Fairly friendless.Gaining more weight. Being more useless.
I feel sort of lame right now.
I feel sort of lame right now.
wishryder:
Wells Fargo probably isn't as bad as I'm making it sound. This is just a poor training process that they are trying out. Don't get me wrong, the job sounds crummy too, but I haven't started it and I know a bunch of people who find it both adequate and bearable.
So.. the past month.
I dropped out of school due to financial difficulties. Nevermind, make that financial stupidty because the fucking loan company couldn't get the paperwork straight. I sitll owe the school for my summer term.
The boyfriend and I moved into an apartment. I have my own little sanctuary with my computer, books, posters, etc. It's nice.
I'm jobless and on a frantic...
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I dropped out of school due to financial difficulties. Nevermind, make that financial stupidty because the fucking loan company couldn't get the paperwork straight. I sitll owe the school for my summer term.
The boyfriend and I moved into an apartment. I have my own little sanctuary with my computer, books, posters, etc. It's nice.
I'm jobless and on a frantic...
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I'm tired of living but I don't want to die.
..Does that make sense?
Probably, in some sense. I've been handling things well until now. Breaking down isn't what I wanted to do because it's caused me to make a rash decision.
Oh well. Perhaps fate does exist.
..Does that make sense?
Probably, in some sense. I've been handling things well until now. Breaking down isn't what I wanted to do because it's caused me to make a rash decision.
Oh well. Perhaps fate does exist.
wishryder:
+1
and...in retrospect, was this a good decision, or a bad decision?
and...in retrospect, was this a good decision, or a bad decision?
I need stability. This is not fucking stable. I'm going insane. I just want to cry. Why can't ONE thing come easily? Please! It's ONE piece of paper that's making everything a mess. I don't want to be homeless in a month.
On another note:
If there's one thing I worry in this world about more than money, more than myself, more than pretty much...
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On another note:
If there's one thing I worry in this world about more than money, more than myself, more than pretty much...
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stompbox:
We don't turn out like our parents. Not unless we aspire to. So don't waste any time worrying about that. Disconnect yourself from that.
Not sure what else to tell you. I spend an enormous amount of time worrying about money, and it's never helped anything, but I still do it. I always figured by the time I was 30 I'd be pretty secure, financially, and stable in my relationship, etc. But it hasn't panned out that way, though really I know things could be a whole lot worse. Point is... well, I'm not sure. Just don't let your mom make you think you're less than what you are, and try to let your dad know he's not judged by his financial well-being. Easier said than done, I know.
Not sure what else to tell you. I spend an enormous amount of time worrying about money, and it's never helped anything, but I still do it. I always figured by the time I was 30 I'd be pretty secure, financially, and stable in my relationship, etc. But it hasn't panned out that way, though really I know things could be a whole lot worse. Point is... well, I'm not sure. Just don't let your mom make you think you're less than what you are, and try to let your dad know he's not judged by his financial well-being. Easier said than done, I know.
Note to self: The 'edit post' function is not working.
Well, I guess I won't be so much more interactive on the site. I HATE not being able to navigate easily.. and now it's hard as hell to read my friends' journals. grrr.
It took me a half an hour to find the 'recent sets' area, haha. >_<
It took me a half an hour to find the 'recent sets' area, haha. >_<
Don't you just hate that feeling that no matter how hard you work at it and try.. you only move backwards to the point where you're worse off than where you began?
I can't take this anymore. I look around listen to people complain "Wahh, I only have $5000 in savings. I can only go to Cancun for a week! Mom and dad are making...
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I can't take this anymore. I look around listen to people complain "Wahh, I only have $5000 in savings. I can only go to Cancun for a week! Mom and dad are making...
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wishryder:
I'm going to take this time to wholeheartedly agree with you.
I also have $30,000 student loans, $2000 credit debt, and only make $1000 a month.
Maybe its an Iowa thing...
I also have $30,000 student loans, $2000 credit debt, and only make $1000 a month.
Maybe its an Iowa thing...
jimsmallman:
Clearly the right to be educated in the USA as well as the UK kind of depends on your credit history and bank balance...
It sucks, lady. Do bear in mind the advice I got when I was in a similar situation - you're probably as poor as you'll ever be right now. It WILL get better. Honest.
It sucks, lady. Do bear in mind the advice I got when I was in a similar situation - you're probably as poor as you'll ever be right now. It WILL get better. Honest.
I think things are getting better.
I think my loan is going to FINALLY go through.. but I think it's decided that the boi and I are definitely moving off campus after this year. It'll cut a bunch of money out of my loans and it'll be nice to be in real a independent living situation.
Now.. just need to secure an apartment. And a...
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I think my loan is going to FINALLY go through.. but I think it's decided that the boi and I are definitely moving off campus after this year. It'll cut a bunch of money out of my loans and it'll be nice to be in real a independent living situation.
Now.. just need to secure an apartment. And a...
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broadwaybee:
:B