masierra

I'm out with some friends and I should be having fun, and I am to am extent. I just have that depressed feeling. I'm trying to surpress it

I don't know why I write blogs here. I guess I have no where else to vent. I've tried and failed multiple times to keep journals and I don't have anyone here to talk to about personal things.

Since I've been in the military I've had a really negative outlook on life. I don't know how I was able to make friends during that time....
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Choices always were a problem for you
What you need is someone strong to guide you
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
What you need is someone strong to guide you
Like me, like me, like me, like me

If you want to get your soul to heaven
Trust in me now don't you judge or question
You are broken now but...
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I finally broke down and bought myself a Kindle Touch. I've been looking at it for a few months, just sitting in my wishlist on Amazon, telling myself "one day I will buy it". But I'm a cheap bastard and it takes me a very, very long time to buy anything. So, in 3-5 business days, I'll have my Kindle Touch and will be enjoying...
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There is nothing more frustrating then having to listen to people who are incompetent at their jobs and are in charge of you. I am not by any means passionate about my job, but while I'm doing it, I want to do the best I can. I can't do that while I have morons above me who have no idea what they are doing and...
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I can't stop playing Skyrim! I'm never like this with video games. I have to force myself to stop and do school work or laundry (it's not piling up or anything. I have plenty of clean clothes and my house is clean).

This is an amazing game!

Nothing like sitting around on a day off and doing nothing but watching King of the Hill for absolutely nothing better to do.

In a week I will be in school for my promotion. I finally get a pay raise!.... Hank Hill just opened a beer and now I suddenly want one. Too bad I don't have any... Tomorrow I volunteered to work at a...
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So I've decided South Carolina sucks. Its just too diferent from the west coast... I just need to get back to California!

So I finally cut all contact with my ex-girlfriend. We broke up because I had to move from Washington State to South Carolina (military). I loved her and I wanted to marry. She knew this but wasn't ready. After I told it was ok because I didn't want to marry her if she wasn't ready, I'd wait. She finally told me she could love me...
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I've never been an outspoken Atheist. I've always been very tolerant about other religions but right now, I've never hated religion so much. I despise everything about it and I HATE how people devote their lives to nothing. How the very decisions they make about life revolves around a false god. Let me tell you something THERE IS NOTHING ELSE AFTER DEATH! Nobody is waiting...
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