marysa

my thesis proposal presentation, i didn't pass
last night i vomit a lot and the pains i've had before for kidney stones came back not allowing me to sleep, with some ibuprofen i went to my presentation anyway.

i didn't pass
they said my presentation was good, but they were unsure of my idea and the logistics of it (if you have been following my blog, the idea was about lowering the food waste and increasing food donation toward food banks)

the worst judge in my committee, after the rejection told me "there's a lot of rejection in this industry, is good to get used to it" i wanted to cry and tell him that was a dick thing to say, but i nodded, said thank you for all coming and left the room, to later go cry inside the train on my way home.


i'm worried, i have to re-present over the summer and for now i can't sign up for more classes till i pass, which puts a problem in my student visa

my family have been supportive and not reprimand me on failing, which i really appreciate, my mom is really requesting that i go and take insurance now, they are very worried about my physical health, i'm worried about the money.

and for documentation of stages, this are the faces of: (in the image on top) its me waiting for their decision, this later one is knowing my rejection and reacting in the train, also now you'll be able to see some of the design i showed



my app

i hope you all are better than myself and i'm sorry for this very depressing blog.