my birthday is fast approaching, 11 days and whats my only certainty of a 26th year?
well, lets say i'll have a birthday party with my tree. i'm scared and that is a reality and FACT
so, recently i've learned or i think i have.
i'm still a mess in my head, nope not related to guys, related to how my brain is so fast about many things specially humans, what they do, say and how they act.
unfortunately all of that just generates problems with myself later on, the only reality is i don't want to change who i am, cause i don't think i've done anything wrong but just speaking my mind, honesty is not the best thing one can use all the time, it hurts others and it makes me think that I rather being alone, by alone i mean friendless, or at least have one or two real friends, instead of being hurt by people that aren't sure of what they are doing yet.
my real friends from home worked on fixing me last night, we had a video conference and laughed and i thought i was perfectly fine and this morning i got slightly reprimand and figured i hurt easily still and that i need to fix myself again, today. Conclusion: my balance is lost, jedi must work on herself to go back to the happy posting cause THIS sure gets boring and its annoying not only for you dear readers, but also for myself/heart/brain.
in other news, my homework are still doing good and here are some images for the ones who dislike reading.
Also i'm looking for people to hang out in NY since i certainly need a break from SF, a Sper is coming to a house near you around the 7th or 8th of april.
fabulous images.
the people who keep me sane, in the distance but they sure try HARD to fix broken heart and brains of a messy Sper. Araid and her husband and Miss3ing
my future bday arrangements, cupcake liners and my dear tree.
homework of interacting clones
i should invest my brain mess in finishing that bike animation i'm currently working on.
wish me luck.
love to all.
~ a beautiful mind before taken to the mental house~ aka Sper.
also, this is sad but is interesting, maybe its how my brain is if it was a chocolate bunny.
Chocolate Bunny vid
well, lets say i'll have a birthday party with my tree. i'm scared and that is a reality and FACT
so, recently i've learned or i think i have.
i'm still a mess in my head, nope not related to guys, related to how my brain is so fast about many things specially humans, what they do, say and how they act.
unfortunately all of that just generates problems with myself later on, the only reality is i don't want to change who i am, cause i don't think i've done anything wrong but just speaking my mind, honesty is not the best thing one can use all the time, it hurts others and it makes me think that I rather being alone, by alone i mean friendless, or at least have one or two real friends, instead of being hurt by people that aren't sure of what they are doing yet.
my real friends from home worked on fixing me last night, we had a video conference and laughed and i thought i was perfectly fine and this morning i got slightly reprimand and figured i hurt easily still and that i need to fix myself again, today. Conclusion: my balance is lost, jedi must work on herself to go back to the happy posting cause THIS sure gets boring and its annoying not only for you dear readers, but also for myself/heart/brain.
in other news, my homework are still doing good and here are some images for the ones who dislike reading.
Also i'm looking for people to hang out in NY since i certainly need a break from SF, a Sper is coming to a house near you around the 7th or 8th of april.
fabulous images.
the people who keep me sane, in the distance but they sure try HARD to fix broken heart and brains of a messy Sper. Araid and her husband and Miss3ing
my future bday arrangements, cupcake liners and my dear tree.
homework of interacting clones
i should invest my brain mess in finishing that bike animation i'm currently working on.
wish me luck.
love to all.
~ a beautiful mind before taken to the mental house~ aka Sper.
also, this is sad but is interesting, maybe its how my brain is if it was a chocolate bunny.
Chocolate Bunny vid
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You're amazingly strong but I know you have a soft side too, just don't let them break you...
We'll always be here
PS: =O OMG the clones!!! <3 <3 <3