tired.
done.
longest and most tiring 5 months so far.
i'm tired of the loneliness.
most of all.... it's my fault, because of my expectations out of people.
so there you go.... fuck it, i'm done and now i start the building cave process until i fix myself hopefully....
-just in case you are wondering-
nothing bad has happened to me lately, i'm just not well and i'm tired of being the one that is always reaching out.
and no. i'm not quitting my living in sf yet... hopefully i'll build thick skin and a cold heart and no expectations anymore.
lots of love from a heartbroken.
Sper.
done.
longest and most tiring 5 months so far.
i'm tired of the loneliness.
most of all.... it's my fault, because of my expectations out of people.
so there you go.... fuck it, i'm done and now i start the building cave process until i fix myself hopefully....
-just in case you are wondering-
nothing bad has happened to me lately, i'm just not well and i'm tired of being the one that is always reaching out.
and no. i'm not quitting my living in sf yet... hopefully i'll build thick skin and a cold heart and no expectations anymore.
lots of love from a heartbroken.
Sper.
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I don't know if I want to stay in Prince George or not.
I want to salvage this, I want to change and learn... I always have.
But somehow, I just fail at it.
I don't want to live in a dirty apartment, forgetting to do any chores.
I really want to change.
Badly.
It's for me and her that I need to.
I haven't slept in like 20 hours.
Plus I'm sick, and feeling like it's getting worse.