everybody cross your fingers for swami. shes really sick, keeps puking and spotting the rug. but i coulnt get a spot at the vet till tomarrow morning. im worried, but i think she''ll be ok cause she is still eating, but not alot..
ps i dont feel as pathetic today. Erin you are like a good toothbrushing after a bad vomit.
ps i dont feel as pathetic today. Erin you are like a good toothbrushing after a bad vomit.
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i need a moment to rant.
could somebody please explain this to me:
if someone believes they have fallen "in love" with you, when you have never dated or told them you wanted the same, or encouraged obsession by not being honest about where you stood with the friendship, and it ends up that they do not get to live out the fantasy in their mind that was built on air, essentially....
how come YOU are suddenly the heartless, bonecrunching bitch?????
i have bent over backwards to preserve the feelings of a certain friend in my life, and yet today i was yelled at over the phone so convincingly, that i almost questioned whether or not i was his goddamn exgirlfriend, or cheating lover, or something.
not getting what you want in its entirety from someone you care about does not make them evil or responsible for your shattered daydream..if someone hangs out with you less often after you bombard them with blatent expectations every time they see you, you may want to sit down, smoke a cigarette, and ask yourself, am i being incredibly annoying? if you find yourself stalking around their apartment looking in the windows and imagining you see things going on in there that ARENT even happening, but find yourself calling 7 times at 4am to confront the person living there for what "is happening" and realise youve actually woken them up, YOU MIGHT want to take a hot showtr, relax your pulsing muscles, and ask yourself: AM I A CREEP??
but most of all if you react to their feelings and honesty in these ways or worse, you should really really ask yourself if you even know what real love is, and what it should be based on, which has everything to do with respect and understanding and trust, which you obviously have a very difficult time mastering.
marys final thought this easter:
if you hop two barbed wire fences and crawl through the mud in the dark to get some bagels from a dumpster and when you open it, its empty cause some other kids already cleaned it out, whats the point of beating the shit out of the dumpster? find another goddamn dunkin donuts.