martyr13

i have been left alone for a little bit. she will be back soon. then it'll only be a few days after that that we meet and find out what its all about.

i wonder what she smells like?
will she like my touch?
will she think i hold her too much?
or to little?
will we laugh alot?
or will she just laugh at me?
will she think me a cad, or a gent?
will she tolerate my snoring?
will we go to do things?
or will we just stay in alot?

i love trips, even if they don't work out so well, but i think that there is definately a chance that part of me won't come back from this one, that peice may be given away at the moment i set eyes on her. i am ambitious and foolish, but i still believe in all of it.
i have to.......because i know that it is out there for me somewhere.

i am a parrallel line, waiting to turn into a perpendicular one. the anticipation is what keeps me going for now.

mark