martyr13

i miss the feel of my loves soft pale stomach....
there is nothing softer....or more soothing...
and i could go for about 3 hours of cuddling right now...
but hey...
who couldn't...

as the time passes.....it feels more and more like i have known her for years and years.
the reality check.....not even 2 months yet.
but wow.....

i wish i could really explain it all...but sometimes i lack the grasp of verbage that i need to pull it all together and it just leaves me stunned and speechless.

if i could really really write it all...
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so...today i am a very sleepy man....
i have had a good day however....
regardless.......
i am gonna catch that train to sleepy town...
i'll see you all later...

here is the new pic...by the way...

you know....
its funny sometimes to me...
how sometimes the greatest distance to a common ground ..
between two people..is often through the shortest and most common of points...

when is it wrong to raise your hand and say..." oh oh pick me...i know the answer....or at least the one that works for me....maybe it can help you......"...
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let me just tell you all ..
that sometimes....
it is better to not know how you feel...
because when you do...
its just like modest mouse says....

"my brain is the weak heart and my heart ..is the long stairs....."

i am riding a rollercoaster that is every so slowly ascending and making that clackety sound on the way up...
but if my heart...
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hello to you all.....
here's the run down...
i am broke, but working
in love but alone...
happy all the way around.
its funny how things happen like that....but hey...no one ever said that life was gonna be the way you wanted it to be...
you just have to make it that way, although it isn't so profitable from the beginning, i know that it...
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folks..
i just gotta say this again...
she kills me..
over the phone,
in person...
where ever,
what ever.
when ever....

i am lost ..in my entire lifespan..
i have never encountered such a person....
i hope that it is meant to be...
otherwise it hurts too much to think about....

mark

let me now tell you a tale of great adventure.....

i went to work on thursday...and pulled an allnighter, becuase i still had to pack. i guess it was about 7:30 in the am when i left to go to a place that i had never been to see a girl i had never met. we have been carrying on with each other for a...
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hello all i and i am well....
the trip went off without a hitch, sept i didn't sleep for the night before i left...but hey...planes make me nervous so that was a great time to catch up.

it was pretty much the way i imagined it would be...only better...and getting better..as the moments pass....i dread leaving...but i wait to see what comes my way....or who...
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tommorrow...
may very well be...
the first day..
of the rest of my life..
its like christmas..
but the presents are better..
and they all fit great..
and there..(hopefully) will be no returns to make...

she excites me,
she soothes me,
if she tries...
she just might move me....


as if she hasn't already...
haahha
so i will be in texas for the weekend,
and...
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i'm dying ova' here.....
i am so close..
but it seems as though there is so much time until..
until what you may ask?
not sure ...
but the icing on the cake tastes great...
i'll tell you about the rest after i have a bite of what is being shown...

i am , dare i say it, "in love"
go ahead...make fun...poke a joke...
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hello everyone...
sorry i have been lax on the journal.
i have been very occupied as of late with me starting to tattoo and all. i miss talking to all of you. anyways...i hope that everyones doing well.


to my lady friend,
in about 5 days i'll see you at the airport.