martinmchugh73

Why ? I'm feeling so fucking down in the dumps. I look inside myself to find answers,I blame myself for not being strong enough to face lifes ups and downs and try to find the courage to be a better person. I look again and dont believe I'm a bad person. Ok I sometimes go about things in a non conformist way, but my intentions are always good and true. Why? Do I allow others to get under my skin with their personal internal demons (I've spent years trying to attend to mine)and take it out on moi!! Autumn is round the corner and I always find it a testing time on the run up to the Autumn equinox....a time of shedding that which no longer serves your life in a positive way. I think there are people who I need to break ties with, Why? Would i even have the need to do that when we're all supposed to be brothers and sisters who share the same source. So much abuse,bullying,torment,cruelty,nastiness in some people I really despair of the human race sometimes . But Tomorrow is a new day and once again I'll try my best,I'll do random acts if kindness and I'll be shown by the universe that love is what makes the world go round and my faith in humanity will be restored once again. The night is magical,many things happen whilst we sleep. I'll see you on the dark side of the moon...