martini

rana couldn't sleep over last night due to personal issues.. i wish i could have gone to be there for her.. but i was wiped out and a teeny bit relieved i didn't have to impress anyone when i got home..

woke up with my eyelids swollen.. this is what my sister's eyes looked like when she first found out she had mono.. poor little thing.. but this kinda pisses me off.. i really hope i just slept on my face.. if i have mono? i'm fucked. i guarantee i wont be going back to school if i have to miss any.. that would be too hard for a tard like me.. ...oh well.. we'll see.. i wont go to the doctor until my mom can see the eyes and tell me if i'm overreacting or not.. then again.. i really don't have TIME for the fucking doctor... meh.. maybe my spleen will just swell and burst all on its own.. i'm so morbid..

anyways.. french class today.. then i'm either going to hang out in the library with santini or head downtown with myself to the ago... research for a paper due in two weeks.. wooh!

love me.. have a good one..

*peace*

ps. waking up to encino man is one thing.. but realizing Rose McGowan is in it? gah...